Ever since I've taken a indefinite leave from work and I've got more time away from the office, my consumption has increased. There's something about going out and buying that makes me feel like I've achieved something, and I'm pretty sure that's not a good thing. "I got these Dr. Suess books for $5 each!" I proclaim to Jess like I've just summitted K2.

I've talked to my sisters about this explaining that, "Every time I set my foot into Target, I end up coming out with more than I planned to buy." Here I am, a young mom, taking a stroll through the store, needing cereal, but coming out with a lint remover, some bathroom cleaner, a jar of almonds, and a spray bottle. Those items seem harmless. We need the stuff. But did I mention that last week, I saw kid toys for $1 each and I bought two items...when we already have one of these same items at home? What was I thinking? After hearing of my behavior one of my sisters replied, "You've become a marketer's dream." And I have.
What's more is that I subscribe to
REAL SIMPLE. I dig this magazine, and I'm enjoying the layout, design, new ideas, and recipes it presents. But it's also got me thinking that I should buy purse organizers and blue eye shadow. I don't own a purse and I don't wear eye shadow. To add to this,
Martha Stewart Living is getting sent to us too. And I don't know why. I never signed up for it, but we keep getting it, and I keep reading it. All the while taking in it's 70 out of 168 pages of advertisements.

To make matters worse, I am within walking distance of several shops. Target is one of them. Filene's Basement another. World Market, Old Navy, Barnes & Noble. Oh yes, and the road I live on is a straight 7 minute walk to the mall. A full service mall, complete with a Gap, Banana Republic, Borders, H&M. Yesterday as I was leaving the place I thought to myself, "This is wonderful. Oliver and I can walk here on nice days this spring."
I need a park. I need a project. I need to not need.